Sunday, December 11, 2005

It's Cancelled...

SO, I got a call from WL last night, giving me an out for the Christmas program next week...I am MEGA emotional right now, and I tried not to let him tell I was crying over the phone, but in the mood I was in, I took it totally personally, and I know I shouldn't have...he was right!! When I should've been (and would've been) getting things in order (like cast members, soloists, etc...) lined up, I had the miscarriage (October), and then there was the 3 Sundays after that I missed, and then there was Thanksgiving on top of that...SO, I understand that it was a major undertaking, but a part of me feels like a big loser (and not in the good sense, haha)...And, because we didn't have PT practice the other night, I opted out of singing up there today. I just knew I wasn't supposed to be up there this week. It was nice to worship with Princess...she kept saying "Time Sing!!" and would tell me & King to "Cap, Mommy!!" SO sweet!! She said a few loud "Amen's" after prayers, and after every worship set, she's clap loud, and say, "YAY!!" I love that :) She's learning how to praise the Lord, even at this young age. She wasn't bad during service, either :) (We don't put her into nursery...it's a "thing" with me, but I don't mean to come off like I'm looking down at you if you do!! Please don't take it like that!! :) It's just a personal conviction on my part :) ) Okay, anyways, she was sweet, and really good through service...we had a Baptismal service at the end today, too :) Always sweet and joyful :) 2 young kids, and an older military woman. Good service :) We ended up leaving straight afterwards, too, because I had to meet Mom & Daisy around 2p.m. to go shopping :) We went to the Flower Factory!! :) I didn't spend over $5!! YAY, ME!! :) Of course, I only had $10 to spend!! LOL :)

So, after Flower Factory, we met Dad at CiCi's Pizza (and he treated us, I think because the hubby's weren't with us), so that was nice :) I LOVE those cinnamon rolls!! I believe I could just go there and get my money's worth of those!! LOL ;)

Then, we went back to Mom & Dad's and just hung out for a little bit...oh, I'll post a pic of Princess :) I finally have some!! LOL :) These are the pics we had taken mid-late October :)

And, here's one from Trick or Treat night :) That's Math's new baby with her :)

I'd better go!! :)

5 comments:

Kelley said...

I'm sorry the program was cancelled, but you can't blame this on yourself. You had to take time out for you and your family. Don't feel like you've let anyone down! I just want to give you big ((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))! Your little girly is so beautiful! Lots of Love!

Josy said...

Don't be so hard on yourself - you were taking care of yourself and your family! Princess is such a princess! She is absolutely beautiful!

Sara said...

Ditto from what everyone else said! You've had a lot going on. Consider it a blessing! Cute pics! She's a cutie!!!! Love ya!

Missy said...

I understand how you feel...but like everyone else said...you can't feel bad for taking that time for you and the Royals!!!! Love ya....

Love the pictures of Princess! She is so adorable!! And growing up so fast!!!!

Merry Christmas!

Jodi said...

oh my heavens...she looks like sucha big girl!

Love you brain twin...I don't think you should beat yourself up at all about the Christmas program...why didn't someone step in to help you when you were having a tought time? (((hugs))))

umm...oh and Beef O Bradys is a sports bar/hamburger place with three or four times the tvs that Damons has...EVERY game was on wherever you looked lol...if all ya'll come down to visit sometime...we know where to send the boys! lol...it just opened in LA...

anyways...love you tons...see you soon!